by kirk maillet
- If I got what I wanted would I be happy?
- probably not,
- I'll be happy anyway
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- It's sad
- It's happy
- It's life
- Look back in time you'll find everything that is now and that will be tomorrow
- Things always different
- yet somehow the same
- Never the same, always similar
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- Take a moment, for no reason
- other than to relax from it all and take ***
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- And the lord said,
- Hey my Son how's it going"
- It didn't sound right so it isn't in the book.
- Great good came to me
- My life was with happiness and then it went
- It ended, it was gone
- For nothing bad, just over And it seemed bad but it wasn't
- It was just over
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- This life of mine has put a carrot on a string beyond reach
- I may be an ass,
- but I will follow that carrot until it's mine
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- Even parted you bring me joy
- Sometimes together you bring me pain
- All together you give me love
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- May you get from it all what you would want
- if you had it to do all over again
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- Trick
- not making great great
- but OKs OK
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- the trick
- not making OKs OK
- but bads OK, that's making great great
- Live not as if these are your last moments ever
- but that it is a moment in an everlasting forever
it will always seem worst than it is and not as good as it could be.
- I can't say that without you I'd be nothing
- well I could say it , I'dbe wrong
- but I'd sure be different
- I feel I might have lost you
- I love you for this
- For me to feel a loss I must have known a gain
- Cry
- Yell
- Scream
- run naked in public
- Talk with your mouth full or if you care to, don't.
- Bring to me all the pains I have given you Take away
- the ones from ignorance the ones from misunderstanding the pains,
- of forgotten promises of broken dreams and for all that's left,
- I'm sorry
- The shadow of fears will keep things from you
- that perhaps you might wish to see
- Turn on the light, shadows will fade
- Marvelous visions you'll see
- So much here is dark, so little to see
- The power is here, please show me the light Must I fumble in the dark,
- Is the light too bright?
- Many try
- few succeed
- We are all blind to things we can't see
- it's time to drop your cane, your going to the movies with me.
- Doing nothing can he something to do, if you wish however,
- find something better to do then again,
- doing nothing can be fun
- When nothing can be done pleasantly are you happy?
- A young girl being followed by her mother
- passed before my view in a place of many books
- she had just about passed me
- then she did say it, the slightest of whispers
- "Please to excuse me"
- A smile it came to me, her whisper did please me
- So quiet, so calming
- Is this place of learning
- I happened (not really) to pass in the path of a ten year child who was reading a book
- I whispered excuse me and he slightly knoded, all the time reading his book just the same It
- might seem strange to you, but great pleasure was mine from excuse that day.
- If your games tricked me into doing your will and giving my love
- Then who the fool
- it certainly
- not I
- Elvis says that wise men say only fools rush in
- but the big E doesn't say what else they say, that only fools wait to long
- Only fools rush in
- but a bigger fool be he who never tries at all
- It was more than I hoped for in the beginning
- It was good while it lasted,
- sometimes great
- in it's ending I was left numb
- I’m still numb
- The price of the wisdom I’m finding Is an end to the luxury of depression
- and the joy of complaining
- I shall miss these pleasures,
- however I'll get over them somehow, he said
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- with a smile.
- Your wants will bring road signs into view
- Look to the signs along the way whenever you journey
- For all you wish signs will be shown to you
- for a path
- a journey
- to anywhere
- Look to the stars to see the world, not just the earth
- Think big
- If you can see the earth as a part it makes a lot more a se
- Smile as you remember
- Cry as you forget
- For it will never be again all that was has went
- You can feel your need for it as it comes for you telling you it's time for more
- It's pulling on your brain grabbing from within
- You need to have it your body aches in it's need for more the more you fight the more you need it
- so It always wins, addicted
- I'm so tired of fighting
- So once again I'll take what I need Sleep
- First there was none
- then I found one
- Life was fun
- it became old
- then it was gone
- I had none
- the search is on again
- Looking back to what was
- Key word was
- If it could have been it would be
- since it isn't it couldn't have
- Thanks for what was but only for that
- whenever I have totally trusted this world it has not let me down
- It's those doubts that screw things up
- Is this my fate
- to hurt and pain, just to write words
- then no it is not worth it, however if I can learn then it is
- The more I think about it the less I know
- The less I think about it
- the more what I don't know bothers me
- If it hurts stop,
- If it feels good, continue
- It's so simple
- why are things so confusing?
- I cried today, I did while thinking of regrets
- but then I had to smile again because they were so few
- Miss the past sense of want Regret the past sense of need?
- Be strong
- fight sadness
- fight loneliness
- fight sorrow
- fight back
- fight to win
- They do
- She was supposed to, but she didn't I waited,
- it did not coma
- A little thing had it come, a big thing it didn't Just a phone call
- I f I told you what you mean to me
- you might just think I love you
- and if I don't
- The way I’m
- you might think I don't care
- I guess I'm saying I love you
- I certainly do care
- No good day ever long enough or bad day short enough
- Why.....
- think of it
- No word asks so much and be answered so little
- I've, seen him weak
- I've seen him hurt
- I've even seen him cry
- I know all his faults,
- all his hopes
- I know every wrong he's over done
- however still I know him, alas not well.
- For he is me you see
- You always want what you can not have and don't the things you do,
- You can love your haves and still hope for have not'
- 1f by chance it is no more
- I hope it least it was
- Sorry that it is no more that what I had
- I have no more
- Thank God it's finally over
- This day has pasted, doing so in a slow smooth way
- Nighttime has covered the day
- All is quiet in my world
- I now wait for the hour of my sleep
- Goodnight all
- It' sad to hurt, and I have many times,-
- I learn each time I do
- All my pains have taught me to love and respect
- what good there is
- I thank my pains for this
- Whenever I can laugh at all my foolish ways,
- I 'am happy
- It's when I can't, I'm sad
- it's like my friendship with bees
- I must trust them to sit upon my hand without fear I must trust
- Some may choose to sting me
- I must still trust
- It will hurt and it will seem worst than it is
- If you were a humble bee would you sting me?
- My only obsession should be to have none
- I showed her my heart with all it's feelings toward he all the hopes
- most the fears
- I showed her all the feelings I felt, trying to bide nothing
- I didn't get back what I thought I wanted
- My wishes of her from her
- What I did get along with the pain of rejection was the knowledge that I had tried
- that I gave
- that I could be open
- and that's getting alot!
- Live your life never to be ashamed nor to regret However be willing to pay the price of your
- actions taking your due responsibility for them
- Yours is the world good and bad
- As a rule you continue to play as long as the games fun when it isn't you stop
- So of your games, do not worry they-are somehow still fun to you
- It's a rule even though there are none.
- There was a time
- One time
- that I tried, tried hard
- I really did
- I've got power
- I've got strength
- No one can take it from me, but me
Wanna bet?
- I had this thing with her I did and then this thing it died,
- Sadness filled my thoughts until I realized that we had done the very best we could, and
- for awhile, the pain of one neither did we know It might be death, I will smile for it's life
- I need
- I want
- I wish
- I hope
- All the time
- No one holds me back like him who is me
- It's as if I had been blind
- But I could always see
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- It is as if I had been deaf
- But I could always hear
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- It's as if I could touch
- But I could not feel
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- Look with your heart
- and not just your eyes
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- Listen to the sounds and not just the noise
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- Touch with your soul
- and then you will feel
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- As sight is to the blind
- As sound be to the deaf
- The good of the world will be to you
- A miracle
- (Bloody Foreheads)
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- Beating my head against that wall
- with all it's pains and hurts
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- Surely I can't win
- Surely I can't win
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- Beating my head against that wall
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- Surely I can't win
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- Beating my head against that wall
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- Maybe I can't win
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- Beating my head against that wall
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- the walls beginning to crumble
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- the walls broken,
- All walls do sooner or later-
- This is for nothing more than to let you know
- that I'm thinking of you,
- Say good-bye, to the sunset,
- as the warmth of the sun leaves you
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- to your love,
- as the warmth of that love leaves you
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- Say hello, to the mourning,
- as the light of day warms you
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- to a new love,
- as it's light warms your soul.
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- Of your sunsets, do not fear them ***
- Everyday thing
- Of your sunrises, you get at least one a day for sure maybe many more
- When no one else will love you
- I will
- When you are without friend
- I will be one to you When you hurt
- I will feel sorry for you, but I shouldn't When you are ready to give up
- I will make you continue These things I will do for you When you are alone I will be with you
- but it will not help
- For I'am you
- If you stick your hand into a flames,
- you'll feel the pain you'll pull Away Hurt your mind,
- your heart,
- your soul,
- You might just let it burn away The pains as bad and maybe worst except we know the flames
- pain Of pains that burn from deep inside I wish we knew to pull away
- Sometimes you think,
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- if I'd just done this, if I'd just done that, what if this,
- what if that,
- if only this, if only that, could have done this, could have done that,
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- But then again
- You could have done this,
- You could have done that, Your lucky to be where your at You've done OK
- You could have done worst You could have done that.
- Wouldn't it be funny, if this life of mine with all it's pain and trouble be the envy of others?
- It sure make me wonder who was the fool.
- Thinking about her today
- I cried
- but I shed no tears
- It was still crying
- for the loss of her hurts
- Men don't cry,
- I don't think so, It's just we don't tear
- I beg of you, please do this for me it's such a small thing,
- but then it's not.
- Like me.
- You are the middle
- always a greater
- forever there be a lesser
- You are the middle
- never worst, never best
- Sunny rainy days are beautiful that way
- for they laugh and praise that beauty can come to any day
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- So bring me peace
- No, bring me wisdom
- which is the same thing
- I have found that when I say one more time
- I'm wrong
- All things start here.
- People always want to be shown the way
- Who'd turn back who already came this way? They're one way streets down roads
- called life A few might help
- but still it's your life
- You make the turns, it's your journey so FWD
- All you have is meaningless
- unless, ?
- Do you believe nothing might be real, reality maybe nothing?
- If yes you have your unless.
- The most improbably impossible task is for something to happen by chance
- Remember, the joy, the happiness, the drama that is your life
- their parts?
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- do you remember the characters and how they played your role so perfectly suited to you the
- victories which are the days the triumph that is life
- If you care to, rejoice, it's your right a fine life it's been
- You may wish to hate yours for the love of the tragedy no less a story than life’s happy ending
- Review your this moment, do you like your story?
- Your turning the page now, what will you write ?
- Beware and pity the bullies
- For they are slaves to their anger
- They will wish to enslave you to their master
- Do not allow it
- only he who is at peace with himself can be at peace with others.
- Will you write in my notebook,
- Wanna play in my garden Here's the key to the gate You can let yourself in
- Suddenly, oh so suddenly lonely was I sneaking up , it caught me unprepared
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- I tried and failed
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- I reached out to kill it's pain and the more
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- the more it's claws burned into my soul
- Just yesterday I thought, how lucky I be
- I’m enjoying many people
- Now as I looked away, it got me
- Your never safe.
- Dream a dream
- Wish a wish
- Hope for hopes
- Be for me and I will be for you Together we may be content
- Take all your goods and all your bads
- Put them together, show them to your world
- for you are them
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- Do not be blind to your faults,
- but accept them as they are hard at time to see
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- Of your goods,
- do not forget them, it's easy to do
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- Everyone that lives a life has good for which you must be proud
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- And bad, of which they are there own punishment
- Love, you must first understand
- can not be understood
- Then you might realize it's the natural way of things We are born with love in our hearts, pains,
- hurts and hates hide it